The Starr Adversary

She's always sitting here hoping for you to notice me The girl in the corner, without a chip on her shoulder Pretending like she can live in any moment The smile on her face is genuine , without a trace of sadness A special light in her eyes So you know as soon as you look at her  you know tat she's the girl that everyone has been talking about Sayin' that she's got that fire in her eyes, a smile that can light up the night Nothing takes her by surprise, she's always ready for a fight She never has to look you in the eyes And even if she's sad , she always tries Even when she knows she's not alright She never takes off her smile Because she knows that the sun is always on her side Yeah  she's fine, she'll be alright Even if you never pick up her call again She's it's alright , just tape on a smile

the only time that you ever see me is when i'm no one thinking that you know my story thinking that you how i got here pushing yourself into my tears telling me as i cry ... that i am not the one and you only use me for fun watching as i beat you to the gun to say.... your , not the one you watched me crash and burn only to spin around and say... you're not the one you were only a game in on the pain of my type of love and i know now that i never meant anything to you because you're not the one that deserves my love because you only ever watch me crash and burn tossing and turning in the dark you're not the one Watch me turn around and scream.. You're not the one So close your mouth And just listen to me As I turn and say your not the one Bet you know you've messed up now Nowhere to go and say I was wrong But all I've got to at is your not the one Even if you hang around waiting for me I'm not coming back to you so you can turn around and say

I just need to hear you say that you never loved me Tell me that it was just pretend Say that it was only for that weekend I need you to tell me I'm not the one that you see when you close your eyes Although I feel like I'm breaking inside Please don't say that you love me I just want you to give up on me Because even though you say you love me I see the way that you look at her So baby just pretty please Tell me a lie Say that you've never loved me Tell me a lie I just need you to make me cry Darling please just try To make forget that I'm still the one Even when I try not to let you ask why Because you know that I'm not good with goodbyes I want you to just look in my eyes and accept my alibi I want to hear you say that you're preoccupied Make me declassify all of our I love you lies Cause I'm just trying to do what's right Baby just pretty please  Tell me a lie Push me off of cloud nine Tell me a lie Say that you never l

She sits alone with no one around Taking a look around as everything around her moves in  slow motion Because shes broken down with no one to talk Shes on a path to nowhere Yeah, she's on a downward spiral No one to save her, everything breaks her A downward spiral She was never the same The world can't wait to hurt her Smearing her hopes and dreams across the concrete Smashing all of her in one swift motion Telling herself she's not worth it She looks in the mirror and sees nothing there Cause she's on a downward spiral With no one to fix her, someone please save her A downward spiral She'll never be the same Now she's all alone with a full bottle in her hands She thinks that she has the right plan When all she wants is to ease the pain She takes her time with her goodbyes And smiles as the pain fades away Watching as the world slowly fades away Because she was on a downward spiral Without anyone to fix her, someone to save her She w